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Lol… I cant believe it was such a long time since i touched this thing… I haven’t wrote anything here for the past few months… In fact, i haven’t been writing anything non-factual ever since I started my engineering course… I fear that i might have lost the touch of writing rubbish and nonsensical gibberish for mere entertainment…

Anyway, here I am again writing for the sake of writing because i can’t think of anything better to do… It’s funny how when during the exam period i was practically wishing i could just dump everything and go slack off, but now that the holidays are here, I am just plain bored out of my soul…

Now that I am free again, I’ve been wondering about a lot of things… Mainly about friendship, because I’m currently feeling pissed off about the attitude of a friend of mine…

As the saying goes : "It is always better to give then to receive"… But is there a point where you should stop giving and start asking for something in return? I do not know… I felt that i have done my part as a friend… I love my friends, and the things i do for them, i do not expect anything in return… But there are times when i feel that my efforts have not been appreciated… there are times that i feel that I’ve been made use of…

Have i been played a fool?

Were my expectations too high? Am i expecting him to be perfect by my standards?

I have not been this disappointed with anyone in a very long while. Had he always been like that or do people change?